Monday, 13th Feb:

No school today. passed Geri her lovely flowers. met vnsa for lunch! Heaven, Earth & Hell. oOo! Library was a no-frills library... Open space dint work out, more of library, searching through the database. found a nice cosy seat. headed to sci fac. loooong wait. worthwhile... i'm seriously amazing lah... haha! oOo bus ride. casurina curry was good. home.

Today:

Today, I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

night chat was e worse... i'm so stupid... it is my fault. everything flushed down because of me. thnx alot jm... i'll need tons of sunlight tml. can't open my eyes properly. no feeling beneath the ribcage. hearing her doze off on e phone was a first but it was nice, peace... serenity at it's best.

so here i am typing this post... i dont think i'll have e strenght for tml man... gonna be totally drained out... plans are sketchy... we'll see how in the morning... but right now, im... im... such a ffff wacko. i dont say sorry any-o-how... all e words, carving against my heart...

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost. - G. K. Chesterton

Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable. - Wizard of Oz

ok... i shouldn't just look at the above 2 quotes... this is good too...

There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.
- Carl Jung

i wanna wake up a beautiful day...

P.S.: Happy Valentine's Day.