it's been a month since ive blog.

ive been getting lazy, very in fact. losing touch with the outside world, drifting apart from the civilian world is dreadful.

so in this past4-5 weeks, i've passed my driving test on the 3rd attempt, spent quality time with my gf throughout the past year to the new year, caught up with my friends at settler's cafe, attended AC's wedding renunciation, got back to unit, caught the fireworks with gf, ate alot of good stuff.

army really makes me appreciate my life as civilian. i have yet to really adapt to my unit's life as ive been to serveral camps/courses within this 6 months, meeting a wide variety of people and finally returning back to unit. im trying, just trying and taking my time to adapt. never felt so low in my life, thus causing concerns for my loved ones around me. so sorry and thanks for standing by me.

i'll be flying off to Thailand in a few hours time for training. it's awfully against my wish but it's not my choice to make. i got a refurb ipod just for the trip, so as to isolate myself and just to keep me in company. i really do hope to come back asap. im undeniably gonna miss my lovely gf, my dear mum and family, and my friends.

I'll be back on the 1st of feb and i've got a notice that Brunei trip is cancelled, well of course, nothing is certain until the very last minute. that's about all i have to say now...

i just hope the trip will be fine and the people making the big plans are capable and proficient at what they're tasked because so far, numerous changes have taken place. oh well, in the saf, you can only expect more.

i've got to go pack my bag now. let's hope everything goes well and smooth. bye people, see you soon! :)

to my gf: really can't put to words how much you've been through with me. thank you sooo much for helping me in the many ways. i'll miss you, every single day over there. we'll catch up once i'm back. i love you.